Hypochondria
I have always joked about being a hypochondriac, but in the past few years, I have been obsessing with my health.
I think I have this ailment, I think I have that disease, etc., etc. Just today, I am almost convincing myself that I have Ovarian cancer.
Oh my God, who thinks that way. My partner is very understanding and tries to be supportive, but sometimes I think he just gets downright annoyed with me.
I am thinking of setting up some doctors’ appointments this week just so I can get some peace of mind.
I feel ashamed to be thinking this way. It’s awful.
Why can’t I be positive and see things half full, instead of being so pessimistic? I am doing more harm than good by thinking this way.
Lord, help get through this tangle of horrible feelings. And I pray to you to help keep me in good health.