Reverting
I feel like I am on the verge of reverting back to the anxiety filled person I was several years ago.
Anxiety has never left me. It’ s always there, lurking around and waiting until something unpleasant or traumatic happens to me. For the most part, however, I have managed to keep it under control.
Lately though, scary and negative thoughts have been filling my head, especially when I am alone.
I hate it.
I don’t want to revert back to that person I was, who didn’t want to experience the world for fear of things, who saw no glimmers of hope or happiness in her future.
I cannot let myself become that way again. I have to fight this, fight it like I once did those many years ago.