http://itsrose.psychcentral.net My very own blog Sun, 29 Jun 2008 07:35:08 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en Why do so many of us who suffer from anxiety/depression/phobias always wait for something bad to happen? Why can't we just wholeheartedly accept a good thing? Sometimes I find myself in such a good day...then I go on to ruin it by letting out the dark thoughts from their room. ... http://itsrose.psychcentral.net/2008/06/29/the-too-good-to-be-true-syndrome/ I feel like I am on the verge of reverting back to the anxiety filled person I was several years ago.  Anxiety has never left me.  It' s always there, lurking around and waiting until something unpleasant or traumatic happens to me.  For the most part, however, I have managed to ... http://itsrose.psychcentral.net/2008/06/22/reverting/ I have  always joked about being a hypochondriac, but in the past few years, I have been obsessing with my health.  I think I have this ailment, I think I have that disease, etc., etc.  Just today, I am almost convincing myself that I have Ovarian cancer.  Oh my God, who thinks ... http://itsrose.psychcentral.net/2008/06/17/hypochondria/ They say it's good for the spirit to write down things you are thankful for, things that make you happy, goals, etc. So here are a few things I am thankful for: *My sweetheart *His sense of humor...the way he makes me laugh *My nephew's smile *A good book *A good movie *Good airconditioning on ... http://itsrose.psychcentral.net/2008/06/16/good-thoughts-61608/ Yesterday, I am feeling okay in the afternoon...but once I am left alone with my own thoughts and fears, things go downhill. It's awful.  It didn't help that I had a loved one who was a bit upset at me.  I need him, and well, he wasn't there for me emotionally.  ... http://itsrose.psychcentral.net/2008/06/15/rollercoaster-emotions/ Welcome to Psych Central Blogs. This is your first post. Edit or delete it, then start blogging! http://itsrose.psychcentral.net/2008/06/15/hello-world/